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Slowly, the shocked men and women lowered themselves to their knees, bowing their heads in rev­erence, in awe and obedience to the hell-eyed woman standing before them.

  "I am your queen!"

  From dozens of throats came the repetitive mur­mur, "You are the queen."

  Nefron turned to face Ryan and his companions. Jak flinched at the sight of the bloodred eyes. She was still beautiful, but remote and somehow re­moved from any humanity he could understand.

  "You have done me a service," she stated. "You may stay or you may go."

  None of them responded to her words. Krysty stared at her, green eyes seething with hatred. "You are your father's daughter," she said quietly. "You have his power."

  Nefron smiled coldly. "And more."

  She turned away from them as Kela stepped from the kneeling crowd. Nefron embraced her and kissed her tenderly on the lips. Without looking their way, she demanded, "What is your wish? To stay or to go?"

  "To go," Ryan said hoarsely.

  With a negligent wave of her hand, Nefron an­nounced, "So be it. Your possessions will be r-turned to you. I will give you the use of a chariot and ask only one favor in return."

  "Haven't we done enough?" Mildred muttered.

  Nefron ignored the comment. "Will you grant it?"

  "What?" J.B. asked.

  "Ask my father to return to Aten," Kela breathed. "A place of honor awaits him."

  The two women strode into the crowd, Kela fol­lowing a few steps behind the swaggering Nefron. The people rose and fell into line behind them as they shuffled back toward the walls of the city.

  The seven companions watched them go. Ryan briefly considered the wisdom of shooting Nefron through the back of the head. He realized bleakly he didn't want revenge. He simply wanted to leave Aten as soon as possible and try to forget it—though he knew he never would.

  Doc, watching the crowd following Nefron, quoted softly, "'La belle Dame sans Merci hath thee in thrall.' "

  Chapter Thirty

  The next afternoon, when they spied the gray half dome of the installation rearing out of the Barrens, none of them felt like cheering. Though their clothes, blasters and other belongings were now back in their possession, all but Dean still felt slightly out of sync with reality, vaguely dissociated not only from their surroundings but from them­selves.

  They had stopped early that morning in Fort Fubar to convey Kela's message to Danielson and gone on their way. Ryan was too numbed and exhausted to even thank the man for looking after his son.

  Despite Dean's questions, none of the compan­ions were inclined to talk about what they had gone through in Aten. Jak in particular was stiff-lipped and more taciturn than usual. Ryan was in pain. His shoulder had been reset by Mildred and J.B., and medication she had taken from the installation's lab­oratory had made it tolerable. Still, he looked hag­gard and haunted and he spoke only when spoken to—and then only the bare minimum of words.

  They disembarked from the chariot, and the mas­sive vanadium-steel sec door opened to the code Dean punched in. They trooped inside, making di­rectly for the mat-trans chamber. None of them dared voice their secret fear, that they were the victims of a cruel practical joke on Nefron's part, the controls were still frozen, trapping them in the Bar­rens with no place to go but back to Aten.

  Ryan brought up the rear, lingering to close the door behind them. Krysty hung back, too, waiting for him. He didn't meet her gaze.

  "Let's get to the gateway. Sooner we find out which way the stick floats, the sooner we can plan for the future."

  Krysty didn't move. She blocked his path and said, "That's what I want to talk about. Our future and how the recent past may affect it."

  "What?" he asked flatly, his eye questioning her.

  "I know what's troubling you, lover."

  He shrugged, making a move to step around her. "You weren't responsible. Let's go."

  She caught his arm, fingers biting into it. "You say that, but you don't know how sure you are of it." She laughed bitterly. "I was under Akhnaton's will, I can't deny it. But I love you, Ryan. I will always love you. My love warred with Akhnaton's will even as he tried to make me his own."

  Her hands stroked both sides of his face. "You aren't physically hurt too badly, but your spirit is wounded. Your pride bleeds because you think you were unable to protect me."

  Ryan said nothing.

  "Don't you see?" Krysty asked desperately. "You did protect me. It was your love for me and my love for you that broke his power, broke Nef­ron's power. It was your strength that gave me the resolve to battle him. We defeated him together."

  Ryan released his breath slowly, then he pulled Krysty to him. He didn't kiss her; he simply held her tightly. She whispered, "Living is struggling. The unavoidable thing. But love makes it worth­while."

  "Yeah," he replied very quietly. "You taught me that."

  He relaxed his arms around her. Krysty's eyes shone like wet emeralds, but her mouth smiled. He took her hand, and they walked along the passage. Even if the gateway functioned, it could whisk them into another nightmare, but there was little point in contemplating that possibility.

  Sometimes, Ryan thought, it was better to travel hopefully than to arrive.